9TH MARCH

PRISON BREAK


10TH MARCH


PRISON BREAK


11TH MARCH


Probably I will be released tomorrow.Last two weeks were like a season of self realisation.Got a good break.

12TH MARCH

2:30 p.m. Doctor came in my room, without wearing mask.I smiled.
She announced the end of my isolation period.
10:20 p.m. I am packing my stuffs.Tomorrow morning I will move to mio casa nel bertoni. :)

8 a.m. I opened my eyes with nothing in my mind.Left my bed for I was tired of sleeping.
9 a.m. When my girlfriend feels sick of me, she yells :"GO TO HELL!!!"
Well she dont know what hell is.None of you people do.Hell isnt getting beat up or clit up or hauled in front of some faggot jury. Hell is waking up every god damn morning and not knowing why you are even here.Why you are even breathing.
7:30 p.m. Whole day I kept watching Prison Break.If they gonna make Indian remake of PB, Sohail and Arbaaz Khan would be best alternative for Michael and Lincoln.whadya think guys?
After taking my dinner, I dressed myself for stepping out.I went outside the hospital premisis and then did some free walking.. ahmm.. ahmm.. like some background music is already there...chewing happydent ..taking deep breathes and free walking.
"Friends,just doing rehearsal for tomorrow's show!!"

12:41 p.m. Tutto bene!! Everything is alright! Bronchoscopy was very simple.And now I am hungry.Have not eaten anything in last 18 hours.
3 p.m. I am loosing interest in watching movies.Infact no movies which are worth watching are left.
7 p.m. I am stuck up with prison break.8 episodes so far.Going pretty well.
10 p.m. Diary writing aint a fun thing.Not at all interesting.Nothing can match the fun of walking on lonely roads.Like this :

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

ahmm..Now i have just two things to do:
1.Wait for the result of bronchoscopy
2.Keep watching prison break till i get bored.
..Since 10 days i am stuck in a room..240 hours!! gawd ..these stats boils the blood in my veins!! Emergency...I am moving to bed!!

8:45 a.m.They are 'tasting' my blood!!!!.
Since morning they have taken 7-8 syringes of my blood and probably they found it
'tasty' and so will continue taking samples for their 'taste' in coming hours.
I called my mummy to get some consolation from her.While she was trying to console me, she herself was nervous.Aww you cute mummy..:-* .Moms are like that!!
9:00 a.m. Just now they took one more sample.eeeeeee!!!
7:00 p.m. Whole day they kept sucking my blood!!
10 samples!!
and tomorrow - bronchoscopy!!
Mummy,save me!!!

12:45 a.m. Its too early to start a diary entry and too late for moving to bed.Should i go for a nite-out?I smiled at word 'out'.It gonna be a D day!Wether I can move out or not will be decided today!
Pink Floyd is doing magic on me.I am getting spellbounded..hypnotized..and now comfortably Numb..and finally feeling sleepy...ZzzzZzzz
10:30 a.m Not feeling well! Having loose motion!Breathing problem.No clue what should I do.:(
Doctor will come to visit me within half an hour.
6:00 p.m. I got to know about PCR test result.
Test result is negative... but.. but i will have to remain here for ..say another one week!
All of a sudden Doctor's professor came into picture and he adviced her to not let me go so easily..;) .I have got a hole in my lungs.Keeping in mind my xray report and the fact that I am an Indian (a country where Tuberclosis bacteria has adapted itself to many medicines),they have decided to do some severe tests(like putting a narrow pipe in my lungs to take the sample of sputum).
The good news is that now I can move outside my room with a mask!This evening, I went for a stroll and I saw sunset :)
So..my friends..this life is all about hopes.Hope drives us.High Hopes.Dead Hopes.New Hopes.
So my friends..finally..I will have to be here for atleast one more week.On the darker side :I will have to face bronchoscopy, on the brighter side: holiday for one more week!!

P.S.:Nokia N70!!! None of my friends went to Media World last weekend and so.......

10:30 a.m. Its my 7th day!! i.e. i am here since last 168 hours!!aww my gawd,one week has gone.I couldnt realise.I lived as if :
I am young and life is long
and there is time to kill today
and then one day I found
1 week has got behind me
no one told me when to run,I missed the starting gun.
11:00 a.m. Its Sunday! also.. 'Holi'Day! Happy Holi to all my dear ones!
Yesterday night, before sleeping I got some ideas which can be transformed into a presentation.New things will join the league of 'pay back to society'.Hows the name 'Second Truth'?
I need a shower!!!
12 a.m. From somewhere I got the food for creativity today!After completing initial work for my forthcoming presentations: 'second thought' and 'Babasaheb Ambedkar', I tried my hands on 'Gimp' and here is what i came up with : 'cheguev-arya'.
12:45 a.m. Listening to Pink Floyd..and not feeling like sleeping!But the day has gone.I should start scribbing in diary entry of 5th March!! Awrite!Owkay!Babye!

10:30 a.m. Good news are coming up!!!
Everyday at 10 a.m. Doctor comes to discuss my situation with me.Day after tomorrow they will conduct PCR test on my sputum specimen.And by Monday evening,they will get the result.In best case, they will let me go to India for 3 weeks!!
These days, I am studying "Understanding Stocks".After finishing it, i will 'try' to read 'Davinci's Code'.

2 p.m. Reading is not my cup of tea.Gave up!
Long long time ago , I can still remember..how that music use to make me smile and i knew that if had more chance then i can make those people dance and may be they be happy for a while.
Whatever be the question,the answer is music!
Rightnow I am thinking about my friends.Wish i could be in touch with all of them.
Shantanu,where can i find you now?
KT,you left smoking..right??
Hassan,Lets meet!!
Rohit,tell me about your latest scandal!!
Navneet,yaar..want to hug you..know why? ;)
Sunny,saale tu Nandini pe line maar raha hai na? :D
Aashish,is se pehle ki jawaani khatam ho jaaye,chal kahi bandibaaji kar aaye dost!
Prabhat,do you remember the night we spent together? ;)
Anunay,kaisa hai re?? I need to discuss my investment stratigies with you!
Kunal,kaisa hai apna team?Kumaresh,Nikhil,Cspn,Mickey,Nishant?
10 p.m. Now I have got realplayer for Linux and I can watch all .rm files!!
Thanks to Pawan!!
ZzzzZzz!